..:::`Lelouch died! T^T`::..

LULU dies!

yea, i know! it's very shocking! i couldn't believe it, i just couldn't believe it! but it happened. and the thought of it makes me shudder! xD at exactly 1:45 pm today, my eyes caught a video saying that lelouch will die. actually, i was searching for Euphemia and Suzaku vids, 'coz i love `em. ok'2, i opened the vid and waited for it to load. it was so damn long! x_x i even ate my lunch already. GAWD! are these vids always like this?

&& then finally! it was finished. the vid tells about how he died. Suzaku disguised as Zero, lulu's alias. Lulu there was already the emperor. the mOst memorable moment to treasure. and Nunally, lulu's sister, had her eyes finally opened after being hopelessly blind for so long. && then came Suzaku crashing down, making his way to Lulu's throne. passing every guard to prevent him for getting close to lulu. but the guards failed, Suzaku was able to face lulu. there was a flashback that has to do something 'bout Lulu's death. and what was Lulu's reaction? he seemed satisfied about Suzaku. how he managed to take the mask and vowed that maybe someday he'd kill Lulu. and that day was today, the exact day he became the emperor of the Britannian family and exposed his self to the whole people of Japan. Lulu did this for the future of the people, not for fame. infact, he wholessly told Suzaku that someday he can take the crown and be a good leader. sacrifice his happiness, time and his own self for the people's safety. and Lulu will become a living legend to his beloved troop, the order of the black knight. he also asked Suzaku if he has the will to accept the Geass. just then before Suzaku could struck Lulu his sword, he accepted Lulu's offer, said/thought of his last goodbye, and showed his tears. after all, they were best childhood friends. i'm sure they can't dare to forget their memories. && then the sharp blades of suzaku's sword came strucking down at Lulu. blood spatted over. Lulu slid down the ramp before his thrown, with blood trails leaving behind. People, including the political leaders, the Order of the black knight, Citizens that watched the event in TV, his schoolmates, his enemies, and even his own sister infront of him looked terrified. so shocked about the incident and what might happen if he died. but CC [[.from another scene of the vid.]] kept on praying. and then it happened, Lulu's eyes almost drowned as he landed infront of his ever-loved sister that he, in his whole life, was very protective of her. Nunally slid him into her tiny, thin arms. touched his cold,pale and dead hands and recalled, or let's say, saw their little talk [[.through a flashback in her mind.]]with Suzaku and the reason he died. Nunally said those three words to her brother,"i love you". begging him not to go, and saying that a future without him is like growing up nothing. for Nunally loved his brother so much, he never let him go until his last words,last look, and his last breath. after that incident, People were relieved. some were speechless, and some were, just feeling nothing. Several scenes after Lulu's death were seen. including Nunally taking over Lulu's position as the Empress of Japan, Kallen going to school and encountering her last memories with Lulu in school, and as Zero in the order of the black knight, and CC telling some stories to him. although there was a scene, it maybe confusing, but a huge image of the sun was shown with its burning flames and a person [[.who looked like Lelouch.]] disappearing, like being burned by the heat. i finished the ending song and finally found myself with small pecks of tears sliding down my tears. it was shOcking and at the same time sad, knowing that the protagonist of my fav.Anime would die a hOrrible death.

after that sad experience that i watched, i realized one responsibility of a persOn to a whOle sake of people. Lelouch really did a goOd jOb. and i even thought that he didn't deserve to die. just like Shirley,Rolo, and Euphemia. i didn't even want to convince myself that he was DEAD, he must be alive! i screamed in my thoughts. bUt even though some theories from other watchers make me believe, i still knew he had died. There was nOthing to do about it, after all, i'm not the one who made the anime.

it was not just an anime to me, it was one of my inspirations. encouraging me to move over things that were hard to forget. but then, it was just a fictional and GREAT story. Code Geass is one of my all time fav. and memOrable anime to treasure and take part in my otaku.life :]